Death is weighing us...

27th August 2006


Another month or so has passed and I've been too busy to keep this thing updated. I've finally managed to update my Chapter15 of Indigo Eyes and currently working on the next chapter. I had intended to finish it and post it up by the end of this month but there are lots of things going downhill.

My grandma, the only blood connected one that is still living is dying. She actually fell on 8th August and was warded in the hospital for 2 weeks. During her stay in the hospital, she was acting very weird and her condition worsened when she was discharged.

She complained to being hot and joint discomfort and my family and I was recalled to take care of her. My third aunty was the main helper and our help was most appreciated by her. We had to nurse and literally be at her beck and call. It broke my heart to see my strong and usually lively grandma being so weak and almost lifeless.

I wanna cry, but I can't. I have to be strong, someone needs to be strong in the wave of emotional tears. God, I actually work my ass off until 4am in the moring just to keep my composure intact.

If she is going to die, let her go in peace and let her meet all her relatives first before passing. I'm gonna miss her. She is the only unique gem in all of the diamond and rubies in the world. It really hurts...

I'll be going back to Singapore again tomorrow once I've settled all the things here. The faster I finish, the faster I can get back to my grandma...

Hold on... I wanna see her one last time...